She Fled God

Description

A book that your heart will recall for a long time–in the best possible way.

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The girl who had been a popular leader in high school, who nailed a fine job during the Great Depression, sank to the bottom of alcoholism after she married a binge drinker. She sat there. Stuck. A mother of three girls. Wife of an unfaithful man. Hoping to die.

And then, softly, God found Audrey.

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“She Fled God is not your typical faith memoir—it’s braver, grittier, and far more real. Muriel Canfield delivers an unflinching portrait of a woman shattered by life, held hostage by alcoholism, and nearly swallowed by despair. And yet, this is also a story of hope. Of grace. Of healing that comes not in a flash, but in fragile, flickering moments that eventually turn into a flame.”

“For anyone seeking hope in the struggle–fans of biographical fiction with grit.”
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INTERNATIONAL BOOK AWARD 2025
This International Book Award is a testament to the impact your work has made in the literary world. Your story, your voice, and your commitment to excellence have resonated with readers and judges alike, and we are proud to celebrate your success.
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CHRISTLIT AWARD
“She Fled God” by Muriel Canfield highlights the important truth that no soul is ever beyond the reach of God’s grace; He can rescue even the most lost among us, guiding our paths with His presence. In moments of darkness, He is the light, offering solace and direction. Canfield’s writing is a testament to the beauty of language; her vivid descriptions breathe life into the story, allowing readers to feel the weight of each emotion and become deeply immersed in the characters’ journeys. She masterfully transports us to a bygone era, making the reading experience not only captivating but also enriching.

As we navigate through the pages, we encounter the harrowing struggles with alcohol that many face, which evoke a deep sense of empathy and sorrow. The portrayal of these challenges is poignant and raw, compelling readers to confront the heavy realities that accompany addiction, particularly when children are involved. Canfield’s exploration of these themes is both heart-wrenching and enlightening, shedding light on the often-hidden pain that permeates families and communities.

The narrative also delves into the complexities of mental health, touching on issues such as depression and suicide, which contributes to its profoundness. While the content is undeniably difficult to digest, it is also invaluable, leaving a lasting impact on the reader’s heart and mind. Ultimately, Canfield’s work challenges us to reevaluate our perspectives on life, love, and the struggles that many endure in silence.
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Louise Jane, CEO, The Christlit Book Awards